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Thu Jan 3, 2013, 2:13 AM
Everyone keeps saying "Good Riddance 2012" cause the year was shit for many, i guess i must be the only one dreading 2013 and how much worse it will get. I just want to go back. I am now 3 months away from Loken's 1st Birthday Angelversay, i cant believe how much time has passed, it feels like an eternity, but it also feels like yesterday. How can i have possibly spent almost a year with out my baby boy? Its so surreal. I don't want to believe it.
I am so very lost. And so very tired. And so very very sad. I don't know how much longer i can keep going like this.
I wonder if i was the only one crying my heart out as i stood outside watching the fire works welcoming in the new year...
Not that anyone gives a shit anymore since everyone is sick of me being sad and thinks i should over my sons death.
Fuck off 2013, i don't want to see you.

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:iconessencestudios:
*essencestudios Jan 4, 2013   Traditional Artist
It takes what it takes:hug:just keep doing what you're doing:iconsquishhugplz:
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:icondoodler89:
~doodler89 Jan 3, 2013   General Artist
You can't put a time limit on grief, and you can express yourself any way that you want. Life can be so ridiculously unfair, and it breaks my heart what you're going through.:hug:
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*x-xSpitFirex-x Jan 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know you cant, but people do try to. :/
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:icondoodler89:
~doodler89 Jan 4, 2013   General Artist
I say screw those people! They are ignorant. People try all of the time to dictate how other people should feel and what they should do, when nobody knows what it feels like to be another person in that situation, so screw them.
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*x-xSpitFirex-x Jan 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
yeah
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:iconjuliettaylor:
~JulietTaylor Jan 3, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Nobody is tired of you, you've lost a precious one, it's not going to get better just because one year almost is passed!
Actually I think a lot about you, I wonder everyday if you're feeling better, when I walk in the woods I think about you and I hope one day you'll take a walk and the beauty of nature will make you happy once more.
I really hope there would be something to help you
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*x-xSpitFirex-x Jan 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Trust me, they are, ive seen what some people have said about me.

:heart:
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:iconjuliettaylor:
~JulietTaylor Jan 4, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Then don't care about it because they have NO IDEA about how much you're suffering
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*x-xSpitFirex-x Jan 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
i try not to
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:iconrhynwilliams:
=rhynwilliams Jan 3, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Im not tired of you expressing your feelings at all, all those who are fed up of you need a reality slap XD .. but anyway cherie people care about you, keep strong!!
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